Archive for February, 2003
Friday, February 28th, 2003
Here’s some new stuff that’s been happening…
First, I’ve been at the library since around 8:30pm and still here at 4:03pm. Economics has got to be the most confusing but yet still logical subject in the world. I am getting tired of the use of the word such as ‘marginal,’ ‘cost,’ and the suffix ‘-opoly’! I just can’t rush through this test like I did last time… because some of the questions are so confusingly worded, a lot of the questions, I just won’t be able to de-mystify the question… just gotta try to chop off all the useless words and find the keywords and the question…
Second, surprise surprise… I got a new part-time job! I am finally climbing the ladder and getting more and more experience that I wanted! It’s a part-time position with a very well respected company and I can say that I am extremely happy that I was accepted for this job. I sent them the employment documents that they required after I talked to the CEO for a bit – very nice guy and I admire the way he runs this company. Again since this is my personal site, I will not disclose my position and/or company that I am working for… but if you really want to know, you can ask 
Lastly, I can’t wait until 2pm tomorrow… well, last class ends at 4pm – but spring break will be awesome! I’m practically dreaming about the warm weather, the sand, the ocean— aaaaahh!!!! We’ll be there in less then 24 hours!
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
So I was sitting in the library after one of my classes, waiting for my next class to start and I get this friendly message:
scheibe (2:27:15 PM): 83 degrees in miami right now…
scheibe (2:27:16 PM): drools
In approximately 3 days, we will all pack up the essentials, and we will drive down to:
MIAMI BEACH, FL
wait wait… can you tell im excited?
WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I’m excited and hope everyone else is! It’s gonna be good stuff… you know it, I know it… we all know it!
hmmm… the smell of the salty and humid air, the warmth and most likely burning of your feet by the sand, the sounds of the seagulls and ocean waves… ok, I wanna go right now…. RIGHT NOW!
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Monday, February 24th, 2003
why am I so hardheaded? geez… being hardheaded just sucks! :/
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Monday, February 24th, 2003
When you are in a room and someone walks in, ever had that feeling… like the whole room starts spinning wildly and you forget what you were doing? lose interest in whatever you were doing? lose your appetite? just start listening to those around you instead of contributing to conversations as you used to prior but in actuality, you are trying to regain your thoughts? start acting like you don’t care… like it didn’t matter even though it did? been fearful of nothing?
well, welcome then!
The time has come to let the sail up and allow the sun to bleach our minds of pessimism and other negativity.
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Monday, February 24th, 2003
Feeling a bit better after I did a whole lot of nothing during the weekend except go to SAC saturday and watch couple movies thereafter and attempt a lab which I didn’t feel like doing.
Anyways, you know what I found out helps me feel better about any situation? To think about something that I can have complete control over… that’s probably the reason why I like working on stuff on the web because in most cases, I will have COMPLETE control. I will work on it whatever way I feel would be best, I will be running my own thing and no one will be able to interrupt it!
Right now, I am working on two different ideas – I am definitely going to be working on one of the ideas starting now for work during the summer but I don’t know about the other because it would be basically be run for fun and because of an interest to create a popular site that has a chance of becoming a large community. I will definitely be needing a ton of help from people who are interested in helping me get this ‘interest’ site started but I definitely want to take the time to work on it
Anyways, like always, I will keep the summer work idea a complete secret – even after it opens because like I said, I hate intermingling personal interests with interests for work.
hmm, I’m excited about it… finally something else that grabbed my interest 
although the other thing(s) will still occupy my mind, I will try to focus on these as they might be more successful and again, I will have complete control over it – so the success of my ideas will depend on myself only.
So, 5 more days and we will be off to Miami for Spring Break! I’m excited – it’ll be fun – it’ll be helluva memorable break I’ll take my digital camera with me so hopefully, I’ll bring back a crapload of pictures 
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Sunday, February 23rd, 2003
How can I stop thinking when we’re all taught to think, to process, and to analyze? … how do you stop thinking? tell me; I’ll try it and let you know how it goes. It’s difficult… damn near impossible to stop thinking. Nevertheless – it is a good recommendation, but I’m afraid it’s another dead end in a dark tunnel of my mind.
Honestly, I’ve been self-centered with my thoughts – this may be the thing that the change in my mind has been trying to tell me all along; that there are bigger problems that people face and I have yet to realize this until now and it’s disappointing because it changes my perspective. I scoff at my so-called ‘problems’ that have been irritating me to no end for so long… it seems so unimportant…
… and I seem to be broken.
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