Saturday
April 27th, 2003 | by john |A relatively relaxing day although stress and a lot of study time is coming up (especially later today after I get some sleep). Nothing interesting happened until after dinner time – we went to Gelati’s to get some Gelato’s (Thanks Pater for such a sweet treat!) – I don’t think I’ve ever had those before but they were Mmmm MMmmm good 
They are specialty-type of Italian ice cream. I guess they call them Gelato’s because it ice creamish but it’s also has gelatinous texture to them.
Afterwards, we went bowlin… I mean, Distraction bowling at the SC. It was good times – this is basically a game that was invented by chance and for some fair amount of laughter =P Basically, it’s bowling except you are allowed to distract your fellow bowlers in any way possible to allow them a low pin knock count. The best distractions often lead to the bowling ball rolling into the gutter; the quicker it goes into the gutter – that’s exactly how good a distraction is… In the end, out of the 6 bowlers (Paterade, Schibdiggity, J Nip Dawg, Rice Bowler, In a Tizzy Fit, and Da Jew), I won by luck with a 4 pin difference from the 2nd placer… thanks to everyone who made the distraction of ‘In a Tizzy Fit’ possible!
Anyways, going to bed now… got lots to study later today *sigh* Good luck to everyone’s studying and finals this coming week!
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I can stare at the image of you without impatience,
A perfect image that is taken into my memory,
Always stagnant and firm on maintaining the emotions
Of interesting characteristics, I am mesmerized.
Mesmerized by the smile that I’ve never acheived.I can stare at the image of you without jealousy,
But this is a difficult task that I can barely overcome.
I don’t even know how I do it, I pull myself away
Hoping that it’ll just pass but, I am stupefied.
Stupefied that this image can have such effects.I look into your eyes in this image with hope,
But in the end, I know there is no meaning for it.
My heart mocks me with adversity as it knows no fear,
It is so clear but yet so far away, I am too late.
I am too late to do anything but wish for oblivion.My mind was clouded for so long that I tired recently.
Restless but still thinking, I chose to be oblivious.
I gave myself objectives to commit this choice,
My goal was to keep myself busy with responsibilities;
To distract my mind, but I’ve failed completely.The feeling is back and clouding my mind all over again.
I realized that it will never go away, it’ll haunt me.
No matter what, I will always be mesmerized by your smile.
I will always be stupefied by the cloudiness of my mind.
It will never be too late as time can’t get in the way.
With this persistent distraction, I hope to find you.
