101th Entry
September 23rd, 2003 | by john |Couple entries ago, I gave a topic to comment on, and it was about the last dream you remember having. I thought since I thought of the topic, I should also describe the dream I had the night before posting that.
All I remember is going into a building – it should have been locked or something because it was during the night and in the dream, I didn’t expect it to be open. I just tried the door anyway and it was either left unlocked or wasn’t completely closed so as to allow me access to this building. When I went in, I moved around like I wasn’t supposed to be there… what was I trying to avoid from this place? What was I so scared of…? Anyways, I was walking on carpet of somekind and I was tiptoe-ing around there because I wanted to be silent, I did not want to attract any attention. I see several closed doors and I hear voices, laughter, music etc from some of the doors. It didn’t seem like a office or anything – people lived here. There were a lot of rooms like a hotel or a dorm or something except the rooms were scattered around on the floor. Some of the doors were closed, wide open, or opened just enough so light filtered out from them. Everywhere else was dark – this is where I tried to stay so I wouldn’t be detected by whoever was living there. Amazingly enough, I had a motive for being there… because I went around all the doors to try to find the right one. The doors were marked – I guess with numbers… but they weren’t uniform, the numbers or letters always jumped around so I couldn’t find this specific door. Then I passed by this door that was wide open. Surprisingly enough, one of my sisters was in there… the room was furnished differently but it had similar looking furniture that she has in her own room at home. She was folding clothes or something – but when I saw her, I was shocked but also comforted at the same time because if she was there, I didn’t have to feel guilty about coming into this building. It was no longer random. It’s no longer awkward. I had some kind of motive for going into this building but I didn’t know what room I was looking for… I don’t know why I was so scared. Since I now had a reason to be there, I didn’t have to shy away from anything or anybody.
That’s basically where my dream ended… if I ever have dreams and remember them- I always remember the story leading up to a point and abruptly ending… not knowing what how it concluded or why. I personally know why I was in this building – I knew exactly what it was although there were parts in my dream that should not have been there. I’m going to end it at that =P
Last night, I had a weird dream though – it was about snakes. I was just thinking about snakes last weekend too (i love my random imagination 
). I am not really scared of snakes (but I’ve never seen one either) but I thought about how it would suck to randomly be hiking or something and run into a rattle snake. If you move a muscle, it will lunge… if you don’t move a muscle, it will lunge eventually… and I don’t think anyone would be fast enough to catch a snake while it’s lunging its poisonous fangs at you. So that is what I thought about last week but in the dream the snakes were giant… and they slithered quickly too. It actually caught up with me when I was trying to run away from them. I think I killed two snakes… one because it bit someone I was closed to… and the other one because I had no other choice. I was scared of the snakes when I had to face them but I overcame them rather easily. Before I woke up, I wasn’t scared nor encouraged…
So no clue where that came from… but snakes being in dreams can’t be a good sign. :-/ I’m starting to worry about that now… I mean, I actually remember one of the snakes attacking someone close to me. Now that I think about it, that disturbs me quite a bit.
That’s one thing that can get me angry/mad – people that I am close to being hurt, injured, sick, or frustrated… it’s just something that I can’t deal with well and it’s not something that I can easily get over either unless I can help them get better or achieve what they want.
Anyways, here’s another comment topic since no one seems like to commenting on their own
Comment Topic
Lately, what are you worried/happy about? (Pick either worried or happy unless you want to comment on both ) – Thanks
