I wish…
April 30th, 2005 | by john |I wish I was more…
- envious
- selfish
- jealous
- narcissistic
- greedy
- callous
Why?
Because I believe that if I had higher levels of those traits listed above, I’d be better motivated to do things that I needed to get done.
I feel that I was all of that above few years back before I came to Tech. I was easily motivated and it was a quiet competition between hundreds of people you saw every day. Maybe because it was easier back than compared to now… but I remember wanting to move on with my life so badly. The amount of work I was led to do back in those days seemed so arduous and I always thought that the next step would put some ease into the tension of life.
Now, I’m in a bind. I am fearful of this upcoming step within my college career. I am also fearful of the next step within my life. So many questions unanswered and things that can not be forseen by any means.
I wish time stays stagnant now but life continued; I wonder what I would do with eternity.
